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Social justice is the only justice.







Monday, April 4, 2011

OMG, what a fantasitc video from Ireland about gay bullying. Thanks to Montreal Simon montrealsimon.blogspot.com!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

A poem about living....

Life

Thrown into life from darkness to light
The sustaining cord is cut with precision
Waterless environment unforgiving
Merciless necessity forces first breath
New born lungs filled with hope
I breathe
New mother filled with expectations
The eternal dance begins with invisible partners
The dance as yet to be perceived
No path carved in stone immutable
The waltz yet chosen
I dance
Choices unknown hover in the mist of what is to be
Every choice a turn in the road, a change in direction
Every decision final with endless possibilities
Expectations grow with years and disappointments
Childhood dreams dissolve in everyday rain
I survive
Dreams of tomorrow nourished with innocence
Moonlight makes shadows of expectations
Expectations realized in the light of day
Experience made of owned mistakes
You own what is given
I grow
Listen with unbiased ears that hold no prejudice
Speak with patient voice that knows the past
Act without knowledge of divine intervention
Pray to the empty heavens
Wait for an answer patiently
I question
Every saint is dead or dying
People still stand in the way of living
The path is clogged with those that question
Questions never answered
Heavenly deniability
I die

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

The vatican





The Vatican

Foundations built on belief
Brick by intricate brick
The walls rise with authority
The walls built of deception
Belief usurped by greed and control
A dome of truth covers lies
Works of art made by masters
Master carvings express subjugation
The beauty of heaven soars upon ceilings
The hand of God reaches out
Does not touch man’s feelings
God’s love of man expressed in torture
Man’s sins stand out in a colonnade
Hidden truths protected by Swiss costumes
True history lost in deep vaults
Chosen truths see the light
Centuries of wilful ignorance
Papal choices take precedence
The light of gospels consistently denied
St. Peter’s house is bigger than Jesus
Forgotten words not a part of construction
Not in mansions of wood and stone
Jesus chained to the dungeon walls
Never to be seen by tourists
No bones will ever be found
The righteous never look

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Second poem for tonight; what more can I say?


Indifference

Not going to write anymore
Nothing to write about
The world wakes up smiling
World problems solved
No atrocities committed next door
No murders, no rapes, no lies
The sun is shining
The cries of the innocent have been drowned
The tide of ignorance rising
The sky so blue it hurts
No more screams from the hungry
Empty bellies filled with intentions
The gentle wind moves no one
Cultural differences set aside
A surgical operation with homogeneous knife
The green grass sharp as a blade
No more mothers’ tears
No more sad children
No childish expectations
The world paints on a smile
Tears smear the perfection
Makeup runs away
The indifferent rain dances in the street
Indifference dances joyfully

Another one of those poems/songs that just bubble up from the brain.


Hearbreak in the rain


I walk softly on this path
I have fallen before
Didn’t watch were I was going
Stuck in your pitfalls
Couldn’t get up again
Mired down in lies
I extended a hand to your laughter
Cried as you dropped me
Found the strength to climb out
Found the strength to ignore you
Your sweet words tried to trap me
Your poison left me scarred
Your beauty left me bereft
I learned to live with myself
I learned to live without you
I’m only sad on rainy days
‘Cause rain reminds me of you
It’s always raining

Sunday, March 20, 2011

The previous poem is from a pacifist, this one is from one angry SOB; the anger no one wants to aknowledge. If you are angry, show it.






Enough is enough

You’re ignorance makes me furious
You’re deliberate apathy makes me hate
Your violence does not scare me
My red smile welcomes it
I want to scream and break you
I want to slowly tear you down
Piece by bloody piece
And laugh while I’m doing it
I want to tear it all apart
I am tired of living in your world
I am sick of pretending differently
Why pretend when you do not?
Civility has boundaries
I now recognise no borders
You think me weak
You think I have no power
You are sadly mistaken
One more comment
One more insult
You will know my strength
You will know my lack of emotion
You will be on your knees begging
My battered ears will be deaf
I will show no mercy
Memories will be written in blood
Regrets will be washed away in tears
Who do you think you are?
You will remember who I am

Saturday, March 19, 2011

All we, as gay people, are asking for is to be able to freely join the dance. I takes just one voice to send an invitation.




Would you like to dance?

Peaceful acceptations
Stop the madness
A hand extended with good intentions
Curled fist blocks calm expectations
Hateful looks on the sidewalk
Side glances at hands held in public
Cruel laughter shadows
Shadows hide behind themselves
Self imposed ignorance worn like a new dress
Everyone at the party dresses the same
New arrival wears something different
A costume stitched with pride
Singular presence draws every stare
Fear stares back bravely
Difference boldly takes the floor with trepidation
Wrapped in a cloak of determination
Waiting for acceptance
A resolute voice asks softly:
“Would you like to dance?”

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Kim Evans, owner of Petals and Promises Wedding Flowers, in Riverview, New Brunswick, Canada, has refused to provide promised flowers to a wedding once she found out it was a same sex couple wedding, citing that she is a born again Christian. This not only breaks New Brunswick laws on non-discrimination, it violates moral laws of which she is completely oblivious.




This is written just for you Kim:



Misinterpretations

Believer in two thousand year old lies
Convert to modern truths
The poor lost soul needs to find her way
Mind so weak it needs hate for a crutch
Her own thoughts undeveloped to the point of collapse
The words of the ancient ignorant give her support
Condemnation of the unknown brings her comfort
Persecution and ignorance her best friends
 She spreads the hateful message with wilful stupidity
Yet bets say that she eats shellfish with impunity
The bible says she is an abomination, clearly
Leviticus confirms it
Is her store open on Sundays?
Are flowers sold on God’s day off?
Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy
Does God come in and buy a bouquet for Mary
Thou shall not commit adultery
Her death insisted by Exodus
Hypocrisy her new verse
She has never read scriptures
New born Christian
(Christ no new brain)
You shall love your neighbour as yourself
Try being born again
This time get it right

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

There is a woman beggar by my workplace. I am sure she has a story, and I am sure it is sad; I am also quite sure no one listens...


Photo: Maciej Ciezki



Lady Street Corner

Dirty clothes, dirty hair
Branches form her diadem
Street dirt sticks to her coat
Intricate patterns formed in mud
Winter slush stains her tattered train
She used to be somebody
She used to have it all
Control given over to stronger forces
A family, a home disappears
Her children living ordinary lives
Their lives forgotten
She lives in despair
Emotional choices destroyed it all
A street corner to call her own
A new manor to reign
A hand held out looking for compassion
Shame held in looking for understanding
An open palm looking for help
Looking for shelter from the rain
Judgement not welcome
Her story unknown
Her life a guess
Easy to judge misery
Easy to dismiss mistakes
Bells don’t ring as loud as collected coin
Saints walk the streets robed in indifference
Jesus hangs comfortably on his cross
Weep for every mother
Cry for every misconception
Tears dry
Tears dry tomorrow


Monday, March 14, 2011

Ok, after one day, the break is over; I can't help myself, I need to write....





Political romance

People write songs left and right
Politicians sing the blues
Ordinary citizens just want the beat
Everyone wants to dance
No one seems to know how
No one wants to teach the tango
Confusion in the orchestra
Orchestrated dance a fiasco
Live bands try to tell the truth
Harmony down to three
Three part harmony like chickens in the yard
Too many talking heads
Opinions spread like feed to the masses
The age of musical collaboration ended
The audience totally confused
To dance swing or dance the valse
A question of time
A question of perspective
What will the dance be?
 

Friday, March 11, 2011

Ok, one last one for a while....


Understanding

Speak softly now
I can hear you
Talk quietly now
I understand
Your pain is a real thing
Your suffering made clear
I will not ignore you
You are there
Your tears wet my life
Your unknown sorrow profound
You feel incomplete
You feel empty
You don’t know why
Embrace my compassion
Hold on to my voice
Don’t let go of who you are
Your shadow is in hiding
Let is sleep for now
It’s ok
I’ll take its place

Thursday, March 10, 2011

The world today is in such bad shape, and I die a little bit more every day.


Modern world

The rain comes down incessantly
The snow joins the conspiracy
Emotions hung out to dry
Moisture seeps in and takes hold
The world cries
Tears roll slowly down misled cheeks
Revolution of spirit ignites in certain quarters
Popular rule dictates the day
Western world lies down
Patiently waiting for burial
The sadness of lies misleading
The truth always heartbreaking
Society buried in broken promises
Society worth nothing
Where has kindness gone?
Since when has humanity become so cold?
Not enough places at the table
The communal feast bereft of flavour
Trestle tables filled with nothing
A pretend meal does not nourish
The truth fills only chosen belly
The masses go hungry
Lies hold no value
Missing information like missing spices
Does anyone notice?
The rulers are still eating




Monday, March 7, 2011

Someone said that my poetry was too complicated to understand, not straight forward, and sometimes too political and negative. Here is something very simplistic and positive with a happy ending: a nursery rhyme from years past; what could be more simplistic? No politics involved whatsoever, unless you accidentally substitute Harper for Mary, and Canadian voters for the lamb.......



Mary had a little lamb
Little lamb, little lamb
Mary had a little lamb
Whose fleece was perfect for her coat

Everywhere that Mary went
Mary went, Mary went
And everywhere that Mary went
The lamb was sure to go

Mary hatched an evil plot
An evil plot, evil plot
Mary hatched an evil plot
The stupid lamb was unaware

The lamb followed blindly with no thoughts
With no thoughts, with no thoughts
The lamb followed blindly with no thoughts
Blissfully walking without care

To the slaughter Mary led the little lamb
The little lamb, the little lamb
To the slaughter Mary led the little lamb
To be fleeced was its share

The little lamb screamed in pain
Screamed in pain, screamed in pain
The little lamb screamed in pain
But Mary had a feast

Mary got salmonella poisoning
Salmonella poisoning, salmonella poisoning
Mary got salmonella poisoning
The lamb smiled from Heaven with a grin from west to east

And they never crossed paths again

The end

Sunday, March 6, 2011

I tried making pie crust today for a chicken pie........

Recipe for pie crust

Start with two cups of flour.
Add one half teaspoon of salt.
Add one half teaspoon of sugar.
Blend until you think it is really blended, because all ingredients are white, so how do you know? Your guess is as good as mine.
Add butter or Crisco. They are both solidified fat so who cares?
Cut it in slowly using that instrument that resembles Freddy Kruger’s manicure until you have something that looks like white rabbit droppings.
Add cold water one half of a tablespoon at a time. You will have to grow a third hand.
Eventually you will have a lump of pale dough that should stick together in a mass, sort of like an overweight albino’s back muscles after a stressful meeting with the boss.
Massage the lump, working out all of the kinks; it needs to be totally relaxed.
Make a ball and cut it in two. Think of it as cutting the Pillsbury Doughboy in half. If I never hear that stupid laugh again....
Sprinkle flour on the counter and the rolling pin to avoid attachments; emotions are never good while baking.
Put the ball on the counter and make a disk with your hands.
Show the disk the rolling pin and make threatening gestures to make sure it understands.
Introduce the rolling pin by gently flattening the disk into a shape more convenient for a pie. Ignore all protests.
With the rolling pin berate the dough into a flat shape big enough to fit in a 9 inch pie pan. Many firm discussions may be needed.
Gently lift dough over pie plate, curse and swear freely as it breaks in two.
Gather the dough back to make a new ball, take the freshly formed ball and quickly throw it at the nearest wall.
Pick up the mess, while picturing Julia Child choking on boned duck, and throw it in the garbage.
Proceed to the nearest grocery store and buy thoughtfully pre-formed pie crusts for your convenience.
Consult a psychologist about anger management
And most importantly, if the urge should come upon you to try again, suck some flour through a straw until the urge passes.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Ever since I was 13 I wished I could sing and belong




I can’t sing

I heard your music the other day
Your melodies lift me
I listen to what you have to say
It makes me melancholy
Because I want to join you
But I can’t sing
Your words wrap around your guitar
Creating eddies in my life
The gentleness of your thoughts move me
The vibrations make me want to write
The emotions make want to sing out loud
But I can’t sing
Each note chosen carefully
Every word crafted in love
I listen and long to sing with you
I listen and want to accompany you
But I can’t sing
With your music you create other worlds
With you music you validate me
I sing to you in my dreams
But I wake in emptiness
Desperate tears run down my face
I can’t sing

Friday, March 4, 2011

For everyone that has taken the time to help those less fortunate, thank you. This poem is about those who never think of others.






A divided world

A world divided weeps
A world united a broken dream
Right wing against left
Gentleness against hate
Fairness takes a dive
The cold lake is deep
Come and find truth
Honesty wears a torn cape
Ideals worn out
Good people bow in pain
Worldwide the cry is heard
Local politicians deaf to pleading
When your children die
The world stops spinning
When their children die
A commercial break on TV
Imagine the pain and suffering
Imagine you cared
Imagine you belonged to the human race
Imagine no one weeps for you

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

For those of you afraid to speak

Speak

If you don’t talk
No one will listen
If you don’t scream
No one will care
If you want validation
If you want compassion
If you want open ears
Speak loud and clear
Don’t shut down
Don’t be crushed
Ignore opposition
Ignore definitions
Speak truth
Speak without fear
But speak
You have a voice
Use it

Getting older is not a bitch, getting older is the accumulation of dirt on the sandals of a young surfer.

Getting older

Who is this man in the mirror?
No recognition
Fine lines tell stories
Stories wanting to be ignored
Sagging cheeks speak true
Loose skin wins by a neck
Young imagination lies
False perceptions
Silvered reflections can’t be true
No recognition of past years
Years accumulate in small cracks
Skin stretches in the strangest places
Ass heading south
Never comes back from vacation
Laws of gravity never broken
Extra skin not useful
Except to catch the wind
Ring around the waist
Pocket full of haste
Regrets, no regrets
We all fall down

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

The Québecois have a great expression which says "Don't trip over the flowers in the carpet"








The circus

Decisions made by mad clowns
Harlequins’ rules indecisive
The circus union dances around rings of ridiculous
Followers led to the main tent
Sheep led across Irrational’s border
Find roots in the country of Ludicrous
The ring master quits in disgust
His top hat falls to the dust
His exit precipitous
Rules and regulations meant to end in results
The end results absurd
The silent mimes laugh out loud
Silent laughter mimicked
Sound never heard becomes common
The audience greatly amused in confusion
The audience thrives in ignorance
 New ideas preposterous
Living in trailers built of hope and wonder
Tattered pavilions house old conventions
Striped houses contain old teachers
Nothing new to teach
Ancient conventions still rule
Change a new act
New dances not welcome
Old dancers will not admit need for cane
The clowns will always be the last to die
A clown’s death celebrated
Newborn wails in frustration
Anticipation reborn