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Social justice is the only justice.







Thursday, January 6, 2011

This is a poem I wrote when I was about 19 and I just rewrote. It is my childhood memories of the summers I spent at our cottage on Diamond Lake in Ontario.

A lake called Diamond


The early morning birds sing the sleep from my eyes
I wake slowly as the sun’s fingers reach across my bed
Gently tugging at my sheets
The quiet whisper of the waves beckons me
I secretly climb from my bed
The wood floor threatens to give me away
Family still slumbers peacefully
The screen door is my ally this morning and lets me pass
The morning air shimmers pristine against my face
The woodpile smiles knowingly
 I make my way down to the shore across the sandy path
The cool hardness smooth against my shoe tender feet
I pause upon the small wooden bridge that separates reality and dreams
The clear stream gurgles beneath me
Laughingly making its way to the lake
The reeds and grasses bent over, trying to follow
The beach is quiet, yet undisturbed by human presence
Holding its breath in anticipation
The still cool water laps around my toes
Which I wiggle in the sand
A lone duck passes by and nods his hello
I am the only one alive at this moment
Or so I thought in my selfish delusions
The startled frog begs to differ as he jumps in the lake
His bulbous eyes surface and watch me warily
The sheer beauty makes me laugh
I am filled with slow joy
The long slender hill on the other side of the lake reclines
Her reflection in the mirror water makes her whole
Shoulder and hips in languor she lays
The lady of the lake surveys all that is around her
With paddle and canoe, I head to her shadow
Gliding across the water like skeeters on the stream
I reach the crystal clear shallow depths
I can see perfectly the sandy bottom as through liquid glass
A few clams smile up at me, inviting me to play
The temptation pulls at me like a soft current
Reluctantly I head back
A family awakened greets me with friendly hustle and bustle
Grandpa doing his morning exercises over in a corner
The smell of frying eggs and ham leaves me weak with hunger
Sibling rivalry and jests abound
A breakfast table loud and merry
I rush through my food as the lake whispers for my return
Promises of swimming and fishing await
My cradle is an air filled mattress as the Lady rocks me
Her gentle caress soothes my childish worries
The perfect sun dries my skin
My float is overturned with brotherly glee
The game is on with vengeful pleasure
Sitting with rod and reel in the middle of the lake
The rough canvas of the life vest chafes my skin
The clever fish dance around below
Laughing at us as they put seaweed on our hooks
A flash of red on the beach from upturned mattress
Signals the end to our mamba with bass and trout
I think of the bonfire we’ll have this night
Roasted marshmallows, hotdogs, and mosquitoes
Tales like smoke will drift and fill the starry skies
The sun slowly sinks behind the Lady and she disappears
The melancholy song of the loon echoes across the water
Singing the end of another joyful day
On a lake called Diamond

Saturday, January 1, 2011

My new year’s wish

I could write about how I wish for world peace and love for mankind, but that would be simplistic and totally unrealistic.  Oh sure, I would love that, but I know human nature too well: we are a territorial species who loves to invent new ways to make holes in our fellow human beings.  Add religion to the mix and we have a total orgy of bloodletting and primal chest beating. The amount of flesh that has been torn in the name of king and god is astounding.
If I had a wish for this New Year it would be that people start taking responsibility for their own actions. I am sick to death of money grabbing people justifying abuse and slaughter in the name of profit all around the world. It seems to me that too many people care more about their financial sheets than they do about the people who suffer in order to provide them with their luxuries.  We talk about World War II as if it was the last Great War. As far as I am concerned we are already in World War III because the whole world is in conflict; whether by shedding blood or by selling souls, we are at war. The only difference is that this time, we are at war for our beliefs and, in many cases, our wallets.
The Americans have, with their foreign policies over the last 60 or so years, created a very hostile world environment by systematically abusing developing countries by offering roses and giving nothing but thorns. Then they have the gall to scream in collective national agony when someone fights back by tumbling the very epitome of their greed. Please don't get me wrong, I love my American friends, and I am quite sure that none of them voted for the purveyors of these abuses.
I see it every day walking in downtown Montreal: people forget how to think about people around them. Everybody is so concerned about themselves that they forget there is someone else walking on the same sidewalk and will not give way.  People do not even seem to realize that they share the same space with others on a sidewalk, so how can nations agree to share the same planet.
So, here are my simple wishes for this new year:
1 If it does not belong to you, don’t take it.
2 Hold the door for someone, and if they hold it for you, say thank you.
3 Never ignore someone’s basic needs because of corporate budget constraints.
4 Bargain in good faith.
5 Realise and accept that, yes you have a bellybutton, but no, it is not the centre of the universe.

With this, I wish each and every one of you the very best of the new year; please share responsibly.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Although I was lucky enough to not have been put through this, this is a poem for all those gay and lesbian people who could never find a warm welcome at home. I wish a very merry christmas to all of you. You will find your way.


Red scarf

He left hearth and home searching
Walking with unsteady steps in crusty snow
The winter wind wraps around his heart
Step by step his marrow freezes
The lowering sky reflects nothing
The snowy field is endless
At home lives conditional love
Traditional fires left him cold
His path leads him elsewhere
The red scarf around his neck
A farewell gift for the road
The intended warmth keeps him going
Conventional truth tries to bind him
Weariness slows him down
Hopelessness wraps his legs in icy chains
And still the wind pushes him back
Embracing him with impossibilities
Swirling ghosts obscure his imagined vision
Determination clears his view
Footsteps uncovered mark the way
Uncertain he follows
A distant light glimpsed through blowing snow
Ice crystals sting like memory’s whip
A stranger appears with arms extended
Intentions without shadows
The red scarf wraps tighter with false belief
He reaches with desperation
Rainbow gloves grasp his frozen hands
A sudden gust pulls fiercely
The red scarf loosens and joins the wind
A new fire warms him

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Here is something different for me, a Christmas song for all of you who are alone this Christmas. I wish I could write music because I would set it to a Celtic ballad with an upbeat rhythm like a pub song.


Alone for Christmas

Snowflakes in my eyes as I walk tonight
Christmas lights blinking in time with my heart
The sound of laughter circles my ears, winter tears blur my sight
Holiday songs bring memories of younger years
Family and friends surrounded me at the start
But now I am alone for Christmas

Alone for Christmas with songs of cheer
Yuletide greetings without you here
Go through the motions and pretend I don’t care
Another Christmas with no one to share

City streets playful with music and light
Store windows advertising dreams for sale
Last minute shoppers out in all their might
Forgotten beggars with forgotten tales
I stand still and let the river pass me by
I stand alone and wonder why

Alone for Christmas with songs of cheer
Wondering why you're not here
Go through the motions and make believe
Another Christmas and I'll not grieve

Christmas Eve and I plan to ignore
The songs of Christmas that fill the air
Neighbourhood cheer is high and merry next door
Laughter echoes from up the stair
Tomorrow is just another day
With a whiskey or three I’ll be okay

Alone for Christmas with songs of cheer
Yuletide greetings and a pint of beer
 Go through the motions and try to dare
Another whiskey and I won’t care

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I don't know how the weather is where you are, but here in Montreal it has been non stop snow.



The queen of winter

The summer princess walks the aisle
Her white gown sown with pearls and ice
Auburn hair glistens in white
The pristine snow has lost her virginity
The bridal train splashed in brown and grey
The veil hides springtime eyes 
Fresh flakes reflect the missing sun
Falling like ash on her narrow shoulders
The inexorable weight crushes her hopes
The accumulation buries ideas of spring
The stolen gold of summer is coldly crafted
A shining silver ring fashioned
The king wears a mantle of ice as he smiles at his promised bride
November her cruel father
Her frozen tears remember summer rain
He frozen heart no longer tries
The old oak bears witness with fallen leaves

The icicle priest gives benediction carved in frost
The reluctant summer bride transformed
The cold queen of winter begins her reign
The world shivers





Monday, December 13, 2010

Christmas is not what it used to be...here are two new sing-a-longs





The twelve days of shopping

On the first day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
A kick in the knee

On the second day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Two rough shoves
And a kick in the knee

On the third day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
And a kick in the knee

On the fourth day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
And a kick in the knee

On the fifth day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
 And a kick in the knee

On the sixth day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Six tongue lashings
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
And a kick in the knee

On the seventh day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Seven missed red lights
Six tongue lashings
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves 
And a kick in the knee

On the eighth day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Eight line up butt-ins
Seven missed red lights
Six tongue lashings
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
And an kick in the knee

On the ninth day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Nine slush showers
Eight line up butt-ins
Seven missed red lights
Six tongue lashings
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
 And a kick in the knee

On the tenth day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Ten store clerk attitudes
Nine slush showers
Eight line up butt-ins
Seven missed red lights
Six tongue lashings
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
And a kick in the knee

On the eleventh day of shopping
A stranger gave to me
Eleven beggars begging
Ten store clerk attitudes
Nine slush showers
Eight line up butt-ins
Seven missed red lights
Six tongue lashings
Five dirty looks
Four un-held doors
Three yelled curses
Two rough shoves
And a kick in the knee

On the twelfth day of shopping
I said screw it and stayed home





Jingle hell

Dashing through the slush,
Around taxis in the way
Foot deep in dirty mush
Cursing all the way
Bells on beggars ring
Pedestrians scream in fright
What fun it is to spend and sing
A spending song tonight

Oh, credit cards, credit cards
Spending all the way
Oh what fun it is to shop and spend
Until the banks take it all away
Credit cards, credit cards
Spending all the way
Oh what fun it is to shop and spend
Until the banks take it all away

A little while ago
I went shopping out of pride
Society makes me spend
MasterCard sitting by my side
The interest rate was high
Around 26%
January’s bills are on nigh
Oh, how much have I spent?

Oh, credit cards, credit cards
Spending all the way
Oh what fun it is to shop and spend
Until the banks take it all away
Credit cards, credit cards
Spending all the way
Oh what fun it is to shop and spend
Until the banks take it all away
Hey!

Here is the poem about Liberia in spanish. Dedicado a Doña Miriam y Don Oscar.





LIBERIA
El aire huele diferente a la llegada,
El primer contacto…lleno de esperanzas y expectativas.
Hay temor a que el prejuicio baile con la ignorancia,
la verdad danza con un  menu preconcevido.
Las olas susurran a la luz de la luna,
Y la arena bajo ella canta una canción de libertad.
Una hermosa casa rebosante de luz y amor,
Explicaciones nunca solicitadas o jamas dadas;
Una bienvenida calurosa : una familia inesperada.
Existencia en cerámica sostenida por columnas arqueadas,
Mecedoras que susurran satisfacción.
En la ciudad las aceras hacen magia:
A veces desaparecen sin advertencia.
La estatua en el parque habla de generaciones pasadas,
El grafiti no recuerda.
Un grandioso arbol divide las calles,
Sus ramas unen a un pueblo de vasta memoria.
Luz y música de la taberna derrepente aparecen,
Acompañadas de risas y miradas curiosas.
El amanecer despierta nuevas aventuras;
Huevitos servidos en forma de sonrisas,
Jugo fresco proviene de manos sabias.
Se vislumbra el cielo alla abajo,
Una burbuja de alegría se rompe en espectativas.
El mar se desenvuelve sin parar, mezclando pensamientos y arena,
Las corrientes arrastran las preocupaciones.
En los salones torneados del caracol se escucha una sinfonía;
Falsos ecos cantan un arruyo.
Pisadas renuentes en la arena,
Ahi donde el sol se desliza suavemente detrás de calidas bienvenidas,
Y el viento susurra del avenir.

Friday, December 10, 2010

This is a letter to Dr. Laura (a right wing idiot in desperate need of an enema) that has been around the net for some time, but I find more pertinent than ever.



Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a east coast resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative:

Dear Dr. Laura:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the other specific laws and how to follow them:

When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?

I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?

I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness - Lev.15:19- 24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.

Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?

I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?

A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination - Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?

Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?

Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?

I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?

My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? - Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)

I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

The prophecy of 2012 is coming.....maybe.


2012

Long count calendar, Mayan wrote;
Nine hells of fifty-two years;
Counter reset, beginning anew.
Transition from fourth world to fifth;
Five millennia in waiting;
Philosophy reborn.
Lord Krishna speaks in lunar cycles;
Hindu worlds yet unborn;
A golden foetus dreams;
Five millennia in gestation.
Malachy, a monk Irish born;
A saint made in Clement times.
One hundred and eleven popes named:
The labour of the sun wrapped in gold;
A life eclipsed in birth and death;
The second becomes third from last.
The glory of the olives reigns today;
German birth in controversy,
Benediction from the church assures rule;
Sixteen is second.
The seven hilled city is to be destroyed;
The Roman-born will witness.
The rock shall say amen;
The first shall be the last.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Living with people in an urban context (to be polite..)





Urban angst

Like a lot of you, I live in an urban environment.  I have to live through certain things on daily basis that just frost my bacon. One of the things that gets to me on a daily basis is the lack of courtesy out there. I mean, is it so hard to hold the freaking door for the person behind you? Do I have to dislocate my shoulder trying to reopen the half-closed door that you could not be bothered holding 5 seconds for me?
Another thing that makes me want to become a famous mass murderer is the lovely people who, when getting off an escalator, decide to stop right at the very place they get off....., and take a look around. What do you think is going to happen to all of the other people on the escalator behind you??? By nature an escalator escalates. Non stop! Move it honey, I really don’t want to become stuck in your underwear!
A subject deserving its own discussion is grocery shopping. I would really like to know what happened to mankind that we now have to hunt for our food in a great hall full of aisles of canned desires and of non qualified chariot drivers whose only mission is to get in your way. And what is it with those badly placed product displays in the middle of the aisles that act like obstacles in a video game? Do you win points with everyone you knock over? Boy, do I have a lot of accumulated points! How many times have you gone grocery shopping only to find yourself blocked in an aisle by some egotistical, self centered idiot, who leaves their shopping cart in the very middle of the aisle, while they peruse the 7 different kinds of ketchup? I feel like screaming at them “For fuck’s sake, it’s just ketchup, buy the freaking Heinz! If it’s too expensive, the no-name brand will do!” But my partner gives me his “look”, and I politely say “excuse me”, as I try to pass. I swear, if it was not for my partner, my local grocery store would resemble Chicago in the 30’s, with me playing the part of Al Capone.
Then, when you arrive bruised and battered at the checkout, you’re looking for a line-up with 1, the least amount of people, 2, with the least amount of groceries in the cart, and 3, with the least amount of seniors.  I am sorry, I have full respect for my elders, but Interac is not a social club:  get to know each other on your own time.
Another thing that makes me want to pull the wings off of Brownies, is riding the metro. If I were an angel or alien sent to earth to find good people to prove that the earth should not be destroyed, I would not look in the metro. I cannot tell you how many times I have tried to get off the metro, only to be blocked by a wall of stinking humanity that was trying to get on.  I would like to make this very clear: You.Are.Not. Getting. On. Until.I.Get.off. Could this be any clearer for you? Trust me; my elbows are a lot harder than the soft body parts they encounter as I fight my way out. To those of you who insist on standing at the doors even though you are eight stops away from your station, you are completely annoying and an obstruction to my wellbeing.  If the metro arrives at my stop and you are in my way, you just might find yourself getting off at a station you had no plans to visit. And please, let the guy with the broken leg have your seat; I am sure that you are comfortable sitting down, but how comfortable will you be with his crutch stuck up your ass? Think it won't happen?
Most of the time, I just want to yell “People, you have forgotten yourselves, remember that your actions affect everyone around you.” But then I remember that I am dealing with people. Sigh.



Sunday, November 28, 2010

I am sick of bible thumping, ignorant people like Sarah Plain, er , Palin




For all of the self praising, redneck living, bible quoting ignoramuses like Sarah, who think they actually have a modicum of decency and knowledge, and who use religion to divide instead of unite, here is a passage from scripture (that I personnaly do not believe, but back atcha bitch)  that Mrs. Palin should follow very closely:

Let the women learn in silence with all subjection. But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence. For Adam was first formed, then Eve. And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression." (I Timothy 2:11-14)

So Sarah, according to your bible, you should just SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

This is not a poem.




Winter is come

The autumn wind blows me down the street
A brittle leaf, brown and crumbling
I tumble, having lost control
The wet concrete scrapes my emotions
 I look on grey skies and skeletal trees
Bony fingers try to grab and hold me
My helplessness pulls me away
I fly free along the empty road
Discarded refuse my only companion
Looking for a place to rest my mind
Looking for respite
Everything is going to sleep
Funny how it looks like everything is dying
White flakes fall upon my soul
Cold rain seeps into my marrow
Memories of sunshine and a warm summer's wind
Blown away in the chill of tomorrow
Winter is come

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Observations in the metro, number 2.




I saw this guy in the metro today, the kind of guy who makes you jealous. He was six foot, six foot one, nicely cut hair, a jaw that looked like it was sculpted by Michelangelo, around thirty years old; you know the type. He was leaning against the doors and reading a newspaper, completely oblivious to everyone around him.  He looked so confident and self-assured.  I was looking at him from my perspective: a man in his forties, five foot seven, a little short on the self confidence side.

I started to really look at him and I noticed a few things that began to change my first impressions. The first thing I noticed were his shoes: they were old and scuffed. His pants were too short and he was wearing grey socks that obviously used to be black. I wondered if he was oblivious to the people surrounding him, or if he was trying to hide behind his newspaper.  I got to wondering what he did for a living; does he like his job, is his job fulfilling, can he pay the rent? Does he love, and is he loved?


At the time I was wearing nice cufflinks and a designer tie, and my pants covered the tops of my shoes. I really like my job, which I find fulfilling, and yes, it pays the rent. I have love in my life. It got me to thinking how first views can be misleading. For all I know, this man just went through a bad breakup (probably because of his refusal to buy new socks), or he was unemployed and on his way to a job interview. We are so quick to appraise on first glance and make judgement. I mean, is this a nice guy, a horrible drunk, or a scientific genius on his way to solve all of the world’s problems? How can you tell? We all see the world through our own self prescribed glasses.

When I got off the metro at my station, I felt better.  I began to wonder what people thought about me when seeing me in the metro. For all I know someone, somewhere, is writing a blog about the short guy with the nice tie who stares at other people.
 

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Observations in the metro, number 1.



Today riding in the metro, I saw a woman in her sixties wearing a hat, and I said to myself, “does she know she’s wearing such an ugly hat, a hat that is way too young for her?” I mean, does she really think this hat is going to make her the girl she might have been 30 or 40 years ago? Combined with the hat, she wore a skirt that would look good on the corner hooker.  I kind of felt sorry for her as she casually looked around. I could see her looking through lowered eyes at young men who could be the same age as her sons if she had any. I tried to imagine her face without all the wrinkles that the extravagant makeup failed to hide, and I could almost see the young woman of twenty she must have been.  Age has nothing to do with it: there are women in their seventies who look very attractive and confident, but this woman, she is trying too hard to hold on to something that is long gone.
I would have liked to stand up and take her hand and say “It’s alright getting older, as long as you do it with grace and pride for your accomplishments and for the life you have lived.” I would have liked to invite her for a drink. Unfortunately, I was not brave or crass enough to do so. I wonder what happened in her life that she cannot accept the slow, yet inevitable, passage to the place we must all reach. Then again, who the hell am I to judge.

It seems to me that communicating is not always easy.



Communication

What is said is perfectly clear;
The fog of comprehension is dense.
Ideas transmitted in high definition;
Local reception through rabbit ears.
Understanding is a concept not well understood;
Opinions have meaning to those who have opined.
Today’s conversations flow with ease;
Tomorrow’s questions unexpectedly difficult.
What is meant is stated, what is stated not meant;
Clarification is an endangered species.
Concepts lead conceptual lives,
More oft than not brutally murdered by reality.
Internal thoughts are fully expressed,
Internally.